Rachel Waters on Clubhouse

Bio

55 y/o, live alone, love books, stories, murder mysteries, literature, and dystopian futures, foreign movies, and my 2 grandsons. Love beauty in nature, cottages, bohemian, vintage, pictures of outer space. Love stargazing. Love history. Love learning. Always curious. Always want to know why and how. Full of wonder and wanderlust.

I’ve survived too much...childhood emotional, physical, and sexual abuse and rape; domestic abuse survivor; two divorces from marriages filled with addictions; two autoimmune diseases-fibromyalgia and MS; mental health survivor-depression, anxiety, PTSD, and borderline personality disorder. Want to find peace somehow one day. Want to be authentic and feel sincerely instead of going through the motions and existing. I know so many people are motivated and strong and are about motivating others and coaching and being their authentic best. Sometimes it just seems so cliche...it’s the in thing right now. I’m trying to love myself but I’m so physically and emotionally tired that I mostly just feel numb. I want more.