I usually open those rooms at night while i work in some projects i believe in.
I know nothing about life, even having all those accomplishments i got someday.
I can say that i don't know exactly why i have doing all those things, but i can assure you that's the only way i feel alive.
I could never live in a life where i take no risk. That's not part of my nature.
I could say i'm trying out what can be my last shot.