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I'm a Christian
I love God sooo much
I also love:
I love eating
I love poetry
I love pets
I love public speaking
I love Writing
I like studying
I love languages
I love people
I love technology
I love reading
I love summarizing
I love comedy
I love cooking
I love drawing
I love painting
I love outreaches
I love ministry
I love helping people
I love
I love
I love
I love so many more things i cannot think about right now.
I also love making you tired of reading this :)

This is extra for those who love reading.
A poem by me:

I see You Lord
And I don't care if I'm alone
The road has been long
I Never felt like I was part of it
Just an outsider
Waiting for the time to go by
I hear You have a plan for me
But nothing changes
It's just me Lord
See me
Because I'm alone
I feel so alone
Do not rely on your feelings
Do not rely on your feelings
The people that preach say to me:
Do not rely on your feelings
Yet they're not here to comfort me
And they know no encouraging words
But I have this heartache
And sometimes it causes me to have no hope
Even when I want to look forward
I look back
Because my eyes see my past
Like a film one watch
Atleast when the film isn't desirable
One can wipe it
If only I could erase my past like that
To pretend like I have not lived
What stories would I tell then
And what lessons would I have learned
Atleast my heart won't live in chaos
My mind wouldn't be scattered
My body wouldn't feel my emotional burdens
And I would just live to die
Lord
I guess that's not what You want for me
There's something big
How do You want me to get there
If I only want to lay in my bed and sleep
Or if I scream at You
I ask You:
Why keep me alive
To let me suffer
Then I repent Lord
I say
I'm sorry and I do it again
Yes Lord
I keep telling You to let me die
And You keep me here
You hold me at night
When I weep
And You listen
To all I say
And when I laugh
You share my joy
I thought no one would want to be close to me
Yet you didn’t care about my turmoil
You only say:
Come here Child
I've got You
Let me in
Your world will turn upside down
But it will be soon
Oh, you will Bloom