Rerk Intawong on Clubhouse

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July 18th. I am turning 40 years of my age. Can't believe that I make it through. There has been so many difficulties along my life journey. I could have commit suicide , been killed or died of illness. I had never imagined that I will reach this age. I have been living in survival mode for too long. Many times I feel that life is full of fear. I was almost not able to love myself even though deep down inside I knew that I am not that worse, but I am just not good enough to reach to the social expectation and its standard. There are no such the best birth day gift for me. Having my breath and being surrounded by my love ones, that is more than grateful. I am not asking for any gifts. But if you feel some related to my feeling, please look at me as I am a human being. I am imperfect. I have made uncountable mistakes in my life. I was lost of life direction. However I am a human being. Don't label me or anyone if you do not really know their entire life journey. It's unfair for them. That could endlessly rune and pain their entire life . Kindly see me as one of human being who come to this world to live, learn, do both good and bad. One day I will be gone forever just like anyone else. Kindness and empathy are the greatest things that we can give toward one another. Best wish to you all. Peace and love to you no matter who you are, and if you are facing any tough time in your life. I wish that you can go through it. Caz I knew that sometimes life is not easy at all. But hang in there. Life worth living and the world worth seeing. Rerk 🇹🇭