Bhupali Kashyap on Clubhouse

Bio

I wear my Pride🌈 on my sleeves.

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I sometimes write poems, stories.
Here's one of my poems 👇


They asked me to stop begging for love,
Yet I went on.
They asked me to stop venting,
Yet I poured all the serup just to reach till your soul.
They asked me not to fall for,
Yet I drowned myself,just to be your favorite one.
Bending, binding, crawling and climbing.
I did it all,
Just to be a little more precious in your eyes.
Yet frowning I somehow came back alive.
Being a miserable soul,
I drenched all over again.
In the agony of pain,
I've lost myself a zillion times by now.
They said, "It won't go well, don't do it."
But I crumbled again.
Saying "One last time please,I cannot miss this chance."
By then I knew it was true, grabbing the suitcase tight,
Wiping all the bad memories,I tried not to be impulsive.
Erasing all the fights,I tried to remind myself why I need this chance.
I tried being better, breaking my face,my body, my bones I tried making things work for us somehow.
Tried making it better for you, so that you know how much you matter.

And now they say it's better, watching me alone without you. They say it's good that I've lost you,cause I found my voice. Found the way to live this life.
But what they don't know is, some days and nights I've to fight through these monsters.
I've to cover myself up with the blanket of love you once gifted me.
What they don't know is, I miss that voice that use to whisper my name.
What they don't know is,
Some nights haunts me more than ever and keeps me awake till the dawn.
And yet I smile crawling in the same blanket of love you gifted me.
With those dead flowers beside.
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~bhupali.k🖤